You are banished! I can't party with you anymore!

......... Huh?

...... So I, Laust, was suddenly informed by the warrior Margulus, the leader of my party's lightning sword.
It's a good idea to be able to have a good idea of what to expect.
That's why I couldn't hide my confusion: ......

'Wait! Maybe there's something wrong with me: ......

'Huh, are you kidding me, Roust? You still don't get it?

...... But when Margulus saw my confusion, his reaction was anger.
He doesn't even try to hide his frustration with me, and Margulis opens his mouth.

''You're the reason I wasn't able to complete the quest this time! You defective healer!

'Yes! It's all your fault!

Following that angry voice of Margurus, one of Margurus' women, the bandit Cervelia, hurled even more anger at me.

''Aah!''

And those two words made me realize why I was suddenly ostracized by them.

......... Yes, this is just an extension of the usual eighteenth-day-old lashing out.

I'm sure you'll be able to see that the quest to defeat the hydra this time around was a failure for us.
Even though the difficulty level is high, this is in spite of the fact that it was said that a top-notch party, the Sword of Lightning, would be able to defeat Hydra.
But that was by no means a failure because I had made a mistake as a healer.
It's not that I did a great job, of course, but I think I did my job as a healer in regards to this quest.

...... Honestly, I think the reason for the failure of this quest was due to the poor movement of Margurus and Sabelia, who were sleep-deprived due to the fun they had last night.

Despite the fact that tomorrow was the quest, the two of them had been enjoying themselves in bed late into the night.
And as a result, the next day the two of them were moving too poorly.
Normally in battle, Margurus is a high firepower with a heavy large sword, while Cerberia is a ranger who uses her fast movements to toy with her enemies.
...... But this time, however, Margulus's large sword, which was quickly running out of energy, was completely ineffective against Hydra, and Surberia's movements were lackluster, and she was exposed to Hydra's venom, which was the deciding factor in her retreat.

''If you really were a little better, even this quest would have been easy to complete.

However, even Aamir, the female sorceress who is in the rear guard and knows this, it was me who was the one to blame.
Aamir hasn't gotten physical yet, but he seems to have a thing for Margurus and doesn't seem to have any desire to blame him at all.
...... And as a result, there was an air in the party that the responsibility for defeating Hydra was all on me.
That's despite the fact that it's clearly outrageous.

I'm ...... sorry.

But I had nothing to complain about the attitude of the party members.
But I had nothing to complain about.
I've been taken out on them every time there was something wrong.
I've even been beaten up because I'm a healer and can heal quickly.
But I understood that it was inevitable.

......... Because I am a defective healer who can only use beginner-level healing magic, a heal.

I'm sure that the attitude of Margurus and his friends is clearly a problematic act when dealing with ordinary healers.
However, in the case of me, a defective healer, it was far better than the others.

After all, the rest of the party would never let me join their team.

Indeed, I desperately studied under various people to improve my skills.
Now I can activate the Heal in rapid succession, my recovery power has improved to some extent, and although I'm by no means perfect, I can imitate the vanguard, and although I'm not as good as a skilled bandit, I can spot traps.

However, I was clearly inadequate as a healer.
When Sabelia had been exposed to the Hydra's poison, I'd had to take a long time to cleanse her.
Of course, a normal healer wouldn't be able to purify Hydra's poison, and considering that, I have the ability to be an ordinary healer.
But that's just an average level, never a top-notch one.
In other words, I'm clearly weak in the first-class party, the Sword of Lightning.

But even so, Margulls still let me into their party.
So I'll always be grateful to them, no matter what happens to me.

...... Okay, I'll leave the party. I'm out of this party.

I decided to leave the party, the Sword of Lightning.

'You finally understand! How crippled I was!

'It's really refreshing! Oh yeah, and leave your equipment behind too. I'm not going to take your possessions.

You've been a pain in the ass.

It's a good thing that you're able to get a good idea of what you're doing.
And then I left the house I shared with the party and exited the party's sword of lightning: .........