186-Episode 186: A Forerunner to New Days




 For a while, I mainly lived in the warded city. Occasionally, he would go to the twilight to hunt demons, but basically, he mainly lived in this city.

 And once they had firmly built a base in the land they had regained.......at last, the special class anti-magicians were summoned to Her Majesty's side.

 What that means is that a new mission will surely be given to us.

 Humanity still has to move on.

 In order to reach the blue sky beyond the twilight, we will need to reclaim all the land of this world. But that's just speculation but there is no doubt that we will proceed.

...Okay.

 Wake up. The current time is 5am. Today's meeting time is 7:00 a.m. We're supposed to gather at Her Majesty's at 7:00 a.m., so I decided to get up early.

 And I'm going to take a shower.

 The water is a little hot, but it pours down on my head.

 Looking back, it's been a while since I cut this long hair...and I did so as a way of saying goodbye to the past.

 Will I be able to move forward firmly?

 Afterwards, I took a shower and changed into my military uniform, then decided to make myself a cup of coffee and read.

 What I've been reading lately is a romance novel.

 There's no particular reason why I'm in a hurry for romance right now.

 When I learned of my mixed blood with the demon race, I was left with the feeling that human-like emotions were missing from me....

 What is it that makes a person a human being?

 Who am I now?

 I can't help but think about these questions.

 I can't help but think that even Belle's death will fade away as time goes on.

 I never want to forget her. It's not just Ms. Bell. I have vowed to accept the deaths of others and move on. And yet, it's not as if I'm thinking about it emotionally, but just holding on to it as a memory.

 It's such an indescribable feeling.

 That's why I try to read the subtleties of human emotions from stories.

 And so, after some time has passed...it's almost half past six. I decide it's time to move on, so I slip into my military uniform.

 I take a good look at myself with the eyes of my figure.

 Today is just like any other day.

 So I go about my duties as usual. Big changes don't need to be dramatic. It's the accumulation of small changes that leads me to big changes.

 That's how I see it.

 Then I leave my room.

 Night has fallen, and the twilight has taken over. I go on, bathed in this purple-black light on my body.

 To restore the blue sky to humanity.