196 Later Tan 24: That much selfishness



"Thank you for waiting,"
"Oh, you were so pretty!"

 Jeanette and Milly are back after finishing their errands. With a touch of excitement, they seem to have brought back what they ordered.

"Thanks to Gilberta, things went smoothly."
"Originally, it was a violation. However, Lucia's permission has been granted. I am the witness."

 Bringing out flowers is against the rules, but we asked Lucia to approve them.
 When I said it was for Shiraha, she agreed, "This is the only time," but her expression was not clear.
 Initially, they were going to go with Jeanette and Milly alone, but Gilberta offered to accompany them so that insects in the flower garden wouldn't be complaining that "people were looting flowers."
 Thanks to you, the errand seems to have been completed without any major problems.

"Yes, Mr. Ottoman. Is this right...?"
"Oh, well done,"

 Milly offered me four kinds of flowers.
 Those flowers are honey‐filled flowers in the flower garden. Each of them proudly blooms with brightly colored petals. There's plenty of honey, too.

 I asked them to help me to the flower garden, who had lost their energy when they heard about her. I wish you could go to the flower garden and refresh yourself even a little, but the effect seems to have been quite impressive.
 Milly is completely wiped out of tears and Jeanette looks happy.

"Oh, well, honey in the flower garden."

 Silaha loosens her cheeks at the sight of beautiful flowers.

"I love the nectar of this flower, too." But..."

 Shiraha looks at me with a sad and pitiful face.

`I've had all kinds of nectar in the flower garden,'

I said, "I've got something delicious around here that Shiraha doesn't know yet."
 The appearance of nectar in the flower garden clouded Shiraha's expression. Rather than disappointing, it's like, "I'm sorry you thought about it at the moment."
 Lucia probably had a similar idea. He won't hide his suspicious expression.

"That's why it's too early for you to come to a conclusion. I told you, "I'll make you something delicious that you don't know."

 Jeanette, Estella and Wendy, who have a clue what I'm trying to do, are all smiles.

"Well, Jeanette. Will you help me?"
"Yes,"

 With Jeanette's help, I blend the nectar of flowers.
 That day, it was highly praised at the flower garden.

 A mixture of different kinds of nectar raised Lucia.
 "What are you going to do?" is written on his face.

 Well, look at it.

 Seal flowers together and shake them like shakers. I feel like a bartender.
 This completes the special blend.
 ...but I'm a little nervous, so I'll have a taste beforehand.

 ......yes. It tastes the same as it did then.
 The amount of nectar produced doesn't seem to vary from day to day.

 divide empty nectar flowers into quarters using them as cups
 One to Silaha, then to Lucia to Gilberta and finally to Milly.

"Oh... oh, oh, oh, oh...

 As I handed her a cup of flowers, Milly began to hesitate with an apologetic and embarrassed look.

"Well, the truth is... in the flower garden... ...I drank the nectar of the flowers..."
"I recommended it. Milly was the only one who didn't know the original taste."

 Milly seems to be suffering from a bit of embarrassing guilt, as if she had snapped it up. But...

"Genet. Good job."
"Uh-huh...

 When I complimented her, Jeanette smiled proudly.

 They realized what I was trying to do and they had set the stone in advance for it.
 That's right. It's more impressive to try something standard before something special.
 As always, he's a very attentive guy.

 I tell Milly there's no problem.
 It's more like you've tasted it for me.

 That's why we're ready.

"Try it now,"

 At my suggestion, Shiraha began.
 Then he opened his eyes and pressed his mouth.
 It's not a gesture when you're about to throw up. I can't help but hide my mouth when I'm surprised.

"...I've never had such delicious honey before."

 After muttering that much, he resumed drinking the remaining nectar.
 Take care of the small amount, which is only a tasting of wine, little by little.

"Let's see..."
"I'll try it, too."

 Lucia and Gilberta all put their mouths on the flower cup, all eyes wide open.
 Then, staring at each other, breaking his face, Lucia tries to hold him with her arms outstretched, and Gilberta dodges it.
 As expected of Gilberta. be free from waste in one's movements

"It's delicious. I was moved."
"I'm a little lonely, Gilberta..."

 And Milly...

`Ah......wow...wow...wow! wow, my lady!'
"No, I'm not that great. I just happened to find it when we were all together."
"Wow! That's great! Awesome!"

 Perhaps he liked it so much that he seemed to be unusually excited.
 hop at an empty cup of flowers Naturally, with force that won't be crushed.People who have enjoyed the new taste are reacting differently.
 Happy Milly, Lucia dents into the touching Gilberta. ... Hey, Lucia. Do you have any impressions of honey?

"Yasilo-chan".

 In the midst of this, Shiraha calls me quietly.
 He's more calm than anyone else, he's more majestic than anyone else, and he's more calm than anyone else.
 When we met, he smiled.
 and--

"Another helping."
"You're not going back to eating,"

 Let me drink as much as you want later.
 The flower garden is in the neighborhood!

"How was it? You didn't know anything about it yet,

 I will teach this stubborn man who thinks he knows everything and gives up, that the world he hasn't seen is everywhere, and that it's everywhere.

"So you can't be contented with the reasonable present," Take action! Do you have a wish that you really want to make come true or that you can never give up? Then move on to your own self-martial."

 It's a bit crap, but I throw hot words at Shiraha.
 This city won't change unless you move. There is no end to the sense of discrimination that lurks behind the scenes of close friends.

 If you move, it will be much more fun than it is now, even if you can't solve it.
 I can share with many people that we can get along more simply.

"If you don't know how to proceed, I'll tell you!"

 None of you are satisfied with the present situation.
 You can see the expression of resignation in your eyes, don't you?
 The future of looking at me with that kind of eye is really boring, isn't it?

"Tell me, to the good men who don't listen." to the good-natured men who are anxious for you and eager to heal your broken heart."

 Tell them clearly with your own words.

`I was like, 'There was nothing wrong with our marriage!''

 Whether it bothers people or causes problems, you can think about it then.
 You don't have to worry or hold back.

"'I want to be with someone I like,'though everyone has the right to be so selfish. I can forgive you for being so selfish."
"Yasilo, dear..."

 Silaha's thin eyes begin to tremble.
 A ball of water appears at the corner of the eye and overflows.

"Ya... palm... ...Ro, chan... ...wow, me...."

 Without wiping away the falling tears, Shiraha curls up and shakes her fat body and sticks out her short, thick arms at me.

"I... ...want a second helping."
"You were listening, were you talking about me.
"Okay!"

 How much did you like it?
 Well, don't squeal your stomach!
 Don't cry! I'll just have another helping!

 It's my embarrassment that I've made so many rather hot and crapy things.
 My ears are red.

"……………… Whoop … … … Jillo, completely through … …."
"Puk..."
"Shut up Estella! And Lucia, don't laugh, too!"

 The lords of fools are shaking their shoulders.

"I think it was cool. My friend Jiro's words really hit me."

 In the meantime, Gilberta seemed to appreciate my hard work.
 Yeah. What a cute guy Gilberta is.

"But I'm sure it's not cool. What's going on now?"
"Are you an enemy, too?"

 You're too honest, Gilberta!
 We're friends, so let's follow them! It feels like we're reading the atmosphere. Let's learn about it!

"Ah, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
"Heroes".

 Looking back at me again, Milly and Wendy were looking at me with pale red cheeks and moist eyes. ... well, it feels like you're desperately holding back the laughter?
 No, it's not. There's no way Milly and Wendy would do such a thing. These two are on our side.

"It was a word... right? Milly... I think I'm going to cry..."

 What? Milly seems to be a good girl.
 But I'm a little embarrassed, so please stop crying.

"Heroes! I was very impressed, too. Everyone has the right to be selfish and say, 'I want to be around the people I like.' "
"Sorry, Wendy! Can you stop repeating this? I'm embarrassed!"

 I wonder if you're an enemy who pretends to be my friend!

"Bo, I too... phew... I was so touched... ...in words."
"Shut up, enemy."

 Estella makes a spiteful look at me like this.
 Are you trying to dispel your daily grudge?
 ...I think I'll change my daily behavior.

"... Mr. Jiro,"

 And finally, Jeanette.
 Oh, come on! I'm desperate now.
 Mock, pity, do as you please!

 When I turned around, I was clenched in my hands clenched.
 with force and firmness
 The warmth of Jeanette's hands gives me the illusion of spreading all over my body.
 ......what?"I was happy..."

 Are you happy?
 Huh?
 what?
 ...what?

"Mr. Yashiro said... 'I want to be around the people I like' and that much selfishness... is forgiven..."
"So, don't repeat it over and over again..."
"You're forgiven, aren't you?"

 Jeanette's hand gets stronger and my hand gets more firm.
 He looks straight up at me with a wistful eye.
 What's this? I can't take my eyes off......

"That day... that day when Mr. Jiro decided to stay in the Yodamari-tei... I was really... so happy... that he would ignore all of his thoughts and ways of life... that he would stay with me... just to be happy..."

 I don't know what to do... Jeanette's eyes are gathering tears. ......what's the matter?
 What... Seriously, what should I do?

"I think my thoughts are shallow... I think I'm the only one who's happy... ...in fact, I think it's very annoying for Mr. Yashiro... ...but sometimes I blame myself... ...'I want to be around the people I like.'--that much selfishness can be forgiven."

 Stop repeating yourself!
 Don't do that!

"I was so happy to hear you say that in your voice."

 In short,
 Jeanette was really pleased that I stayed at the Yodamari-tei, but there was a point where she thought it was mean... that I was saved by myself saying, "Isn't that all right?"... that's what it seems.

 So that means...

 For Jeannette, I feel like... ...being around makes me want to be selfish... ...so, I like you...

"Okay..."
"No, Babaa! You're thinking a lot about it now!? You'll see what's going on now!"
"Oh, my gosh!"
"Oh, come on! Nikka! Carl! Come here!"

 I don't have time to be nervous because of the airless baba.
 ... Well, to be honest with you, I'm just a little bit "survived" and I'm not.

"What's that? Sardines! How brave of you to call me!"
"We don't listen to people!"

 Nicka and Carl come in with an angry shoulder.
 Oh, my God!

"You and you, baba, are in such a mess that we can't move on! Just ask for a run-in."
"I'm not kidding! Babaa is rude to me! I'm correcting you!"
"Oh, my gosh."
"Well... you've become a little polite, Death... Money?"

 Well, she's a bit of a fool, after all.
 It smells like that, doesn't it?

"Don't be fooled, Nikka! Man is a creature that deceives and uses our subspecies!"
"No. I don't care if Jiro is a man or a nobleman."
"Oh, Estella. Don't leave where you don't need it, it'll be complicated."

 Shutting up Estella, who wants to interrupt immediately, I'm going to try to round up this pair of troublesome geese.
 Well, it's easy.
 You just have to motivate either of them to win over to your side.
 There's a good cause for Shiraha...you can afford it.

 So I approach Carl and cross his shoulders forcefully.
 Face to face and talk to each other privately.

"Will you and Nikka go to the flower garden alone?"
"What!"

 Hanazono is a popular dating spot for the insect race.
 Boyfriend, if you have a girlfriend, I'll go to the flower garden!

"Shiraha wants to drink nectar from flowers. This is for Shiraha. You can't say no, can you?"
"Well... certainly... then... well... I can't help it... Dazo."

"I have no choice but to do it, so why don't we go to the flower garden together?"
 A shy boy who is close to his girl but can only watch her needs this level of hard work.
 Then, such shy boys jump at this kind of 'shouganai' reason.
 Now, you can dance to your heart's content with my talk. ...in my palm.

"Ni, Nikka! This is for Shiraha... Yes! For Shiraha! It's our mission!"
"What's wrong with you, Carl, is it a very burning death today?"
"But because it's my mission! I can't help it! Well, um... we'll go to the flower garden together... ...and I want you to do it... ...if you don't mind..."

 Oh, no! You're not tired on the way!
 The end of the word is the end of the word!

"What? If it's just a flower garden, you can go alone with Karl."

 Look!
 That's the answer you get because you're tired!
 You should've taken him out a little aggressively, leaving him to the power of course!

 Yes, don't look at me with a tearful face! He just blew the perfect pass I gave him.

"Well, Mr. Nicka," Actually, what she wants to drink is special honey, and it takes several flowers to make it."
"Well, and Mr. Shiraha seems to want a lot... maybe Carl won't be able to carry it all by himself."

 Jeanette and Estella put in a nice assist.
 Oh! As expected of a girl!Don't you think you'll hit the right spot?
 When faced with such a reason, it's hard to say no, isn't it?

"Well... well... can't it be helped... Death, money?"

 All right, you thought about it for a second. Then, stop it.
 I'll tie Nikka's shaky mind with a chain of mission.
 This word will force Nikka to go.

"Carl alone is not enough to worry me. It would be a relief if I could rely on you as a steady man."
"I can't help it," Oh, dear dear!"

 Wow, that's too much.
 What an easy bunch to ride!
 That's true, we don't judge each other's feelings by assumptions and rumors from generations after generation.
 It's too easy to be swept away.

"Oi, human! Don't treat me like a child! I'm an adult!"

 a silent larva
 There's a side that assists you.
 Get rid of the stinky corner if you know it!

"Millie, tell me what flowers to bring."
"Well, well. You know, this flower and this... "

 Millie begins explaining, showing the empty flowers.
 Carl learns flowers with a puff. ... you're the type who spins around to show off what's good about you know.
 Nicka, keep it in mind.

"I memorized it already! If you leave it to me, there's no problem!"
"I'm very much. I'll remember you, too."
"Dazo says it's all right!"
"Well, Nicka," Take me the empty flowers. Don't ask me to do it properly."
"Hey, human! I'm telling you to leave it to me!"
"Okay..."
"Look, she's crying," Hurry up and go."

 coax them out
 Oh, my God. Why do I have to go through such a hard time...

 Carl and Nikka leave the room.
 After seeing her back off, Estella said this to me.

"You're going to use all kinds of people in your jaws, aren't you?" I want you to tell me the secret."
"Don't do it! You'll fall under a curse that will please the queer race."

 Maybe the curse that Neferry said is really on.

"Oh, Mr. Carle..."
"That may be the case," Hmmm."

 Milly and Jeanette are secretly talking.

"What?"
"Oh, no. I thought maybe Carl likes Nicka. They seemed to be very happy to go to the flower garden together."

 Oh... no, no.

"Maybe he was blatantly shooting away all his favorite beams."
"Oh, that's it asked.

 Eh... super insensitive.
 Are you only blatant, and you're finally "just" aware of this?

"That's great, after all. To think, 'I want to be with the people I like,'"
"Not yet,"

 I was going to stick a nail into Jeanette to stop it... Jeanette's face exploded.
 It turned red in an instant, and a slight rise of steam rose.

"Oh, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow, wow.

 Stare me in the face, but the focus is not fixed, and I don't know if I'm looking at it or not, and my mouth is like a carp without oxygen.

"Oh, well! Well, that was not a particularly deep meaning, like, 'Oh, that was... '"

 That one I mentioned before????
 I'm sure you mean the guy who was happy with what I said or who said afterwards, "I thought it was mean."

"Yes, I like it . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ."

 My Jeanette broke.

 I mean, that's not it.
 It was only now that he realized what he had said.
She felt sorry that she wanted me to be with her, but she was happy to hear that her selfishness to be with someone she liked was forgiven.
 That remark, after all --"

 -Isn't it synonymous with saying 'I like you?'

 I realized that it might not be impossible to interpret it that way, and that it might not be easy to deny it completely from the perspective.
 Well, I don't think so!
 That's right. That's right.
 It's a good thing as a person and an employee.........that's what it looks like.

"Well, delude, therefore, I have no other choice but to express my intention to do so."
"All right! All right. Calm down!"

 Don't give it to me!
 It's all the more embarrassing.

"Ah......... Excuse me.........

 I covered my face with my hands and squatted down.
 If you put a kettle of water on the top of your ginette now, the water will boil in minutes.
 I have such a fever.

 Well, it's a good idea.
 If you ride on my top, it'll boil in a minute.
 ...... Jeanette. If you didn't do it on purpose, it's atrocious."Jiro... Don't bully Jeanette."
"Where and how do you look like that?"

 Tell Natalia and take her to the ophthalmologist.
 With a slightly grumpy sigh, Estella puts her fist to my side.
 What? If you touch each other, don't hesitate to pet it, Conoyaro.

"Okay..."

 Oh, no more noise, you baba!"
 It's because of you, so I messed up in the second half!

"Anchovies," Don't bully me."
"You too, Lucia!"

 What's going on? 
 Is there a rule that lords should not look straight at reality?
 What a creature you are, aristocrat!

"As a result of giving too much delicious food, Shiraha's selfishness is..."

 Gilberta says such a thing. But it was not in a tone to blame me.
 I'm a little relieved that you seem to be comforting me, saying that I can't help it.

"The selfishness of wanting to eat what you like should be forgiven."
"Yes, that's not true,"

 Don't fiddle with other people's shameful good words and bad history.
 You can't do anything without malice, can you?

 ...and...
 Shiraha's runaway caused the story to break up in midair...

"I'm going to make him fit for my husband. Lucia, is there any problem?"

 If it were my judgment that the Insects would resort to force against humans... I'd reconsider. If not, I'd like to let you meet.
 Therefore, when you take action, you should get permission from the person who is likely to cause the most trouble.

"What on earth would it be to have them meet?"

 Lucia says that very seriously.

"The result of their marriage was this tragedy." Are you going to bring it back together and create a new tragedy?"

 Is this why Lucia was unable to come up with an aggressive solution?
 I don't think the present situation is acceptable. But we know that taking action will provoke a major backlash.
 Fearing it, I slurped on with the status quo.

 It seems like I'm looking at the old 42 wards.
 Even if it is determined that we will be in deep poverty, we cannot come up with a solution.

 In such a case, you can smash the delicate balance.
 as in the old 42 wards And like the 41st leg of a big eater.

"Do you think tragedy will happen?"
"There is no guarantee that it will not happen,"

 It's a lordly expression.
 however

"That's not the case," When tragedy happens, 'Do you think?'"

 I'm talking from a more microscopic perspective.

 I'm going to spread the furoshiki a lot, so you're going to miss something important.
 Face yourself more.
 All you have to look at now is in your own mind.

"...I think. I think so."

 For a few seconds, Lucia answers, facing her inner self.
 Well, I guess so.
 If you say, "Let me meet you and your husband," there will be a lot of fuss.
 I know nothing of it.
 It's because you know it so well...

"If that's the case, why don't we take measures to prevent problems?"

 Definitely a problem means you're fully prepared before it happens.
 As long as we don't run away, we can take measures whatever the problem is.

"Except when the food switch is on..."

 I'll catch a glimpse of Babaa, who's still half-crying and half-crying, and... hold back a sigh that almost leaks... I'll tell you the honest impression that I've felt in this short period of course.

"He still thinks of his husband and misses him. It looks like that to me."

 Before I met him, I thought that the swan tribe, wounded by humans, was continuing to express their indelible resentment.
 There's no such thing as The problem is the overprotective surroundings.

"It's absolutely real that you destroy your assumptions."

 If Shiraha meets her husband and sprinkles a happy aura, the ideas of the fixed-concept-obsessed group will be broken up like powder beads.

"There must be some obstruction before we get there."
"That's why we put countermeasures in place."
"Is that possible? If they fail, the insect race will be even more towards humans...!"
"Wait a minute, Lucia,"

 Estella interrupts Lucia, who is straining her voice and trying to persuade me.
 with a willow-like face swaying in the wind
 With such a cool face, Estella pointed at me.

"When Jiro looks like this, it's when he's coming up with something. We've got an extraordinary solution to make everything all right. Is that right, Jillo?"
"Who's the freakest man......and don't buy too much."

 Well, there's nothing I can do about it.

"Oh, my God!"

 Jeanette, who had been in agony over her remark until a moment ago, raises her hand with a pale pink face.
 His large, blank eyes are as sharp as possible, and he has serious eyes.
 I can't believe I'm expressing my opinion in a place like this... Jeanette has changed a little.

"What, Jeanette?" Tell me."
"Yes,"

 Lucia gives permission to speak.
 With his lower hand close to his chest, Jeanette opens her mouth.

"Please listen to Mr. Shiraha's opinion. I think the most important thing is whether you want to see Mr. Shiraha or not."

 That's a reasonable opinion.
 However, Lucia's gaze seemed to have shrunk a little and the ending was blocked.
 Still, I expressed my opinion properly.
 I'm sure the word reached Lucia."Yes,"

 In short, Lucia puts her hand on Jeanette's shoulder.
 Jeanette shakes her shoulders, but Lucia gazed at it with gentle eyes.

"If Shiraha wants to see me... I will take responsibility for any problems that may arise."

 After I swear, a threatening look was directed at me.
 He looked as if to declare war.

"Is this all right?"

 But the declaration of war was somewhat pleasant.

 Lucia moved this way.
 The lord, who had done his best to keep the balance, finally made a decision.
 Even if you keep thinking about it, it takes a lot of courage to act.
 It was probably the beginning of course.

"Genet".
"What...?"
"Well done,"

 It must have been the compassion of those who were able to care for others, both inside out and out.

"No, no. Well, I don't have anything to do I?

"""Shiraha's feelings are the most important."""
 I made it clear that it was a matter of course. It's actually quite an amazing thing.
 That casual remark was important now.
 It's your achievement.

"I'm just... ...because I understand the desire to be around the people I know."

 Jeanette muttering shyly, looking down.
 ......yes. Isn't it steamed up?
 I had a bad feeling, so I was going to jump to the conclusion... the devil moved ahead of me.
 Yes, the devil with bright red hair.

"Yes, Jeanette," That feeling is important and you shouldn't let anyone get in the way. 'cause...

 Estella gently hugs Jeanette's shoulder and turns themselves towards me.
 And he said with the most stupid look on his face... and even his voice...

"'I want to be with the person I like' is forgiven for selfishness.'"

 ......you guys, remember.

 If time could be rewound, I would have knocked myself out of the way I was, but that's impossible, so I'll quickly forget it.
 Weather, these abominable words!