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　Faith - it is to believe in something. And to hold on to that teaching. You believe in me, and you have faith in me - in a being called Kamiko.

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　That is Mr. Illum.

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　As a priest, he has faith in God, and he has faith in me, the Divine Son.

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　I must confess that I do not understand what it is about Ms. Iloum that makes her believe in me, a human being. Even though I am aware that I am a godchild, I know that I am a human being.

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　Before I am a godchild, I am just a human being.

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　That is why I cannot understand the feeling of having faith in myself.

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　I know it in my head, but it still makes me feel strange. But there are people who have faith in me.

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　I accept this fact and face Mr. Illume.

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I am honored that you have come to see me, Mr. Lelunda!　I am honored that you have come to see me!

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　When I came to visit her, she looked so happy.

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　Her face broke into a smile and she looked at me with sparkling eyes.

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　Mr. Lan guessed that just my visiting like this was like a heavenly ...... feeling for Iloum-san.

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　I pray to God who is giving me blessings, but I don't think it is a strong feeling of faith.

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　Faith is still a difficult feeling.

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I think it's hard to have faith. You know, Mr. Illume, I would like to ask you to come outside of my house. I'm thinking of taking you out of the house.

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"Does that mean you have faith in me, ......?"

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Um, no."

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　When I said that, Ms. Iroum looked dejected. I'm not sure what to do with the money, but I'm sure I'll be able to find a way to get it. Ran and Dong are also there. I'm not going to say more than I have to in the conversation between me and Ilume.

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I like ...... Illume, but I don't dislike her. I don't dislike her.

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Me neither!

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'Well, Illume. I think you should shut up and listen to me for a minute."

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　Shehan-san said to Iloum-san, who was overreacting to my words, as if he was taken aback. At those words, Mr. Iloum was shocked and said, "I'm sorry, Master Lelunda! Mr. Lelunda!" He straightened his posture. She corrected her posture. I continued, thinking, "You should be more at ease and listen to me .......

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'It's just, do you have faith in ...... me?　I mean, um, I'm not used to people thinking like Mr. Illume. I don't dislike ...... Mr. Illume, I don't dislike him. But I was worried about how Mr. Illume would act."

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　I will tell her how I feel. And I'm going to face Illume-san properly. I will speak out because I have decided to do so.

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I think that ...... faith is a scary thing. I am glad that you care about me. But if that feeling of importance is like faith, it's scary. I wonder what Mr. ...... Illume will do for me. When he did something I didn't want ...... me to do, I wasn't sure I could stop him. So I chose not to let Mr. Illume out of my life."

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　I was afraid to face it. I didn't think I could do it. In the end, I was just running away. If I could have been as firm as ...... Fito, I could have done something about it without having to keep Illume and the others locked up here. If I could have come to terms with it more,.......

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But I--I decided to leave them in the village, so I thought I'd let them out. If Mr. Illume would make something happen because of his feelings of faith,...... I would accept it, and if he didn't like it, I would stop him."

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　I made such a resolution. Because I made such a resolution, I said to Mr. Iloum, "I will not let you and your family leave the village.

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I made the decision to accept them into my village as a result of their feelings for me. I decided to keep Mr. Illume, who has special feelings for me, here. So - I will be responsible for what happens to Mr. Iloum.

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　That is what I decided. It was my decision to face Mr. Iloum.

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You know what? I'm going to let Ms. Iloum out. But it's not the same as trusting her. I'll make sure that I know what she's doing. If she does something wrong, I will take responsibility. So when you want to do something ......, I want you to think about it. What I think about it. What will happen to me ...... afterwards? I will also bear the responsibility for what you have caused. So ...... think it over. I will let you out, but I will keep an eye on you. If you try anything else, I'll do everything I can to stop you."

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　I looked straight into Illume's eyes and said, "I'll do my best to stop you.

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　The first thing to do is to make sure that you have a good time with your family and friends.

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　---The girl and her faith 2

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　(The girl who is a child of God tells her words to the priest who has faith in her. (She tries very hard to say the words to face the one who has faith in her.)

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