178-I wish I could have a deeper relationship





 I escaped from the situation where I was being subjected to a very sweet and one-sided game of shame, and continued eating with Kuro.
 I've been thinking about various date plans for today, but I figured if I was going to go with Kuro, it would be at a street stall where we could have fun and not at a formal restaurant, so we continue to eat together.

You know what, Kite? Look, Impact Fruits!
What kind of a stupid name is that...

 Hearing a name that seemed to cause shock waves to attack when touched, I looked towards Black's pointing, and saw a beautiful blue circle of fruit being sold there.
 And around the stall selling the impact fruit, people who look like customers are swinging hammers at the impact fruit...What is this, this is scary.

That's a very hard fruit, but the stronger the impact, the more tender and tasty it becomes.
Oh, I see. So that's why everyone hits you with a hammer or something?

 In short, it seems to be a fruit that you can eat if you 'give' it 'impact'. It's an interesting food.
 I was a little curious, so I tried to buy it, but it was really hard like a cannonball, and although it wasn't very good, I didn't think it was something I could eat.

''Well, can I just hit this with a hammer or something?''
I don't need that.
"Huh?

 The stall seems to lend me a hammer, and I think about following the people around me and using the hammer to soften the impact fruit, but Kuro smiles brightly and takes the fruit from my hand.
 Then Kuro approaches the fruit in his hand with his other hand in the shape of a deco-pin.

Hey.
Huh?

 Immediately afterwards, there is a sound that sounds like a gunshot... what? Was that a deco pin? I heard a level of impact that shouldn't have been heard with a decoupling.
 Then Black offers me an impact fruit to surprise me.

''Yes, it's probably soft enough to tear off with your hands.
Wow, that was so much noise I thought the fruit was going to shatter.
Ha-ha, I took it easy on him.

 Ah, even with that bursting sound, I was holding back...............................Great Kuro.
 And when I picked up the impact fruit that was handed to me, it was indeed different from the previous one, it was soft as a rice cake with a pudding-like texture.
 I tore it into pieces with my hands as Kuro urged me to eat it, and while the texture is similar to that of a rice cake or a manjuu, the taste is that of a light fruit like a pear... It feels like eating a rice cake that tastes like a pear, but combined with the fresh texture, it's quite delicious.

'Sure, it's a bit odd, but ... it's good.
I know, it's good, isn't it? Oh, Kite, don't move.
"Huh?

 

'What?'
You got juice on your cheeks.

 What is this dreamlike situation? I can't catch up with my thoughts for a moment, but the feeling of being licked is so vivid on my cheek that I can't look at Black's face properly.
 I feel like my face is boiling really well today.












 It was now lunchtime, but I was rather stuffed from eating and walking around, so I went straight to the stalls for a snack and sat down on a bench in the square with Kuro to take a break.
 Kuro sat on my lap with a very natural movement... that in itself was an experience yesterday, but there's one important issue here.

 The current Black is wearing a pleated skirt instead of his usual half-pants, and it's great that a girl who doesn't usually wear skirts wears them because they look even cuter than usual, but when he sits on my lap like this, I can see Black's body in the thin skirt. I can feel my ass more clearly, and it's truly a tremendous destructive force.
 Specifically, I couldn't move as if I was completely turned to stone, because I felt like a part of my body would react if I moved, so I just kept trying to make an effort to stay still and be mindless.

 It's not a food break, it's an endurance battle that challenges the limits of your psyche, and as you desperately endure, Kuro is pushing me further.

''........Today, I'm really having fun. When you're with Kite, even the things you see all the time seem to sparkle....I'm happy.
Yeah, yeah. I'm having a lot of fun with Black.

 If a very cute smile told me such a thing, my faint color of reason would be torn off right now.

''Oh, by the way! Kite, White told me about it...
'What? What a great nasty phrase....

 Did Mr. White tell you that? And the words you're telling me at this time? That's not a complete romp anymore, is it?
 It's a pattern of pure Black taking that natural goddess' word for it............w-what the hell are you going to say? I don't have the mental capacity to say anything dangerous.

'The goal of a date is 'accommodation'! So I made sure to tell Ayn that I was going to stay the night!
What?

 See, I knew it was something like that! I told you last time that I was wrong about that perception, and you're spreading it instead of changing it!

'Huh, Huh, Black! Seriously, do you even know what that means?
"...Heh? What does that mean, aren't you just going to stay with Kite?

 And I thought it might be because I'm not familiar with the romantic side of things, but I knew Black didn't know what it meant.
 

'Well, Black, what we're talking about is lodging facilities....yo, in essence, it's the same thing as a lodging house that you're taking in...'
Huh?

 It's a good idea to avoid direct expression and to convey it in a roundabout way.
 And then he begins to move his body shyly and hesitantly, and the movement of his buttocks, which are transmitted to his knees, conveys a sweet feeling to him.

You're not going to be able to get a good idea of what you're looking for.

 Oh my God, Kuro is too cute.
 She looks so shy, which is something I don't often see, and she's so adorable, and the gesture of her index finger in front of her chest is so disgusting that I can't stand the thought of her.

 I thought it would be really bad to continue with this story, so I almost opened my mouth to change the subject, but Kuro didn't let me off the hook.

But..........but........I.......well.......I.......if you and Kite.... .........if you want to, Kite, you're okay with that?
''~~?
'What? Kaito-kun!

 Dead. He's already been completely killed.........that line would be foul.
 I couldn't take it anymore and hugged Black from behind as hard as I could.
 Black's body reacts with a jolt, but he doesn't seem to be resisting, and the soft warmth of his body fills my whole body in my embrace.
 As it is, I put my hand, my hand on the bulge of Black's chest... no, wait, you idiot!

 It's only the first date! And it's outside in the middle of the day! No matter how much Black likes and accepts us, you can't just give in to your desires here!
 Use all your remaining mental strength to endure and use what little mental energy you have left... Black has never been in a relationship before and I'm his first lover. I'm your first boyfriend. I'm trembling a little bit, and I have to be strong now.
 We have to take our time and deepen our relationship without getting carried away with our desires.

I'm really happy for you, and I like you even more. But, you know, I said I'd like to take my time to study, so let's take things slow and not be too hasty.
Kaito-kun... yeah. Thank you. In truth, I was a little bit scared too, so...
'Don't worry, I'm going to be with Black from now on...'
Yeah I love you, Kite.

 Black lays his hand on my hand as I hug him, and he hugs my arm tightly.
 I feel a sense of deep connection and happiness as I look forward to the day when what Kuro said earlier will come true, just a little bit, really a little bit.

 Dear Mom and Dad - I knew that being a lover was a lot of fumbling, but I knew that with Black, I could handle it. This way we can deepen our bond and love for each other, and little by little, aligning ourselves - I hope we can become a deeper relationship.