675-Love the end god sings ⑦






 I don't know where the beginning was, or even if there was a beginning in the first place.
 I was already standing at the 'end' when my existence took a definite form. There is no particular reason for ending the numerous worlds, either.
 It's just that it was a natural act for me, like a living thing breathing.

 The god of destruction at the end of the day, the end of the story............I have always stood at the end of my existence. No, correctly........should I say that I do not choose to stand in the place of the end, but the place where I stand turns into the end?
 Either way, the outcome will be the same, and it may not be worth thinking about. Regardless, I've witnessed numerous endings and ended countless stories.

 When was the last time change came? This was also not a big trigger for me. Without any warning, the question "What is the heart?" suddenly popped into my head. And that's the question that came up.
 As for simple knowledge, of course I know. The numerous beings I ended up with had a wide range of emotions floating around.
 Anger, sadness, resignation, joy - I've seen any number of emotions. I could guess what they were from the knowledge of what they were.

 But I didn't understand... to be angry, to be sad, to be happy... how could I do that?
 I had no mind, feelings ... nothing that I knew as knowledge. I'm sure that's why.
 I listened to the words of the Earth God and created the world because I thought that if I did that, I might be able to understand the heart and feelings.

 I tried to make various modifications to the world I created.
 If I create a being that can defeat me, something might change.
 If you put a part of your power in the demon race, something special might be born.
 If you create a creature that only specializes in destruction, something might be affected.
 If you use the soul of an evil god from another world that you got by chance to create a creature that has magical powers that act directly on emotions, you might be able to learn about emotions.
 If I remake a plant that doesn't have emotions, I might be able to find a hint that I can get emotions.
 If I make a creature born in this world evolve abnormally, I may discover the reason for my change.
 If I guide an otherworldly being into our world, a new change may occur.

 When I say the results have improved, I guess they have. The being that could defeat me, born as a result of my whim, has taught me that I have a heart too.
 But even so, I still didn't understand feelings.

 Whenever my half of me... whenever Black laughed or got angry, I wondered why he was the same as me. How could she, who was supposed to be like me, do this as a matter of course? Why can't I do so-and-so when I'm supposed to be the same?
 In hindsight, I suppose I had a heart and feelings at the point that I questioned him.......but I didn't realize that for a long time.

 I wanted Mr. Pleasant and I treated Mr. Pleasant as special because he was a singularity to me that taught me to feel............................I continued to want you as you were.
 I wanted feelings. I wanted to be special to you. My singularity, the existence I sought I thought if I could get it I would be able to stand in a place where there is no end like the others.

 The results did not turn out as I had hoped. But it turned out to be much better than I had imagined.
 Kaijin-san.......................ended me 'as the end of the story'.

 If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be aware of my feelings. If not for you, I would not have looked at anything else.
 Because you made me aware, I was able to know myself, I was able to know my surroundings. I was able to know my surroundings. That really makes me happy more than anything else.

 The being who can defeat me is called Crom Eina. A kind-hearted friend who was born as my half-blood, but walks a different path than me.
 The name of the demon race that has a part of its power in it is Ein. Black's first family, who were given the name of the beginning.
 Megiddo is the name of the creature that specializes only in destruction. An intelligent red beast that suppresses the heart that seeks only destruction and instead acquires a heart that enjoys fighting.
 The name of the creature with magical powers that work directly on emotions is Isis. The gentle King of Death, who never lost his kind heart and hope despite suffering from his cursed power.
 The name of the Plant that Gave Us Emotion is Liliwood. The beautiful flower that became the beginning of many spirits and plants with hearts.
 The creature with extraordinary powers is called Magnawell. The king of the Dragon People, with a vessel as deep as the world's largest body.
 The name of the Otherworldly Being is Chartier no, Alice. When it comes to the realm of the mind and emotions, even I am beyond the reach of this world's visionary king.

 I certainly had a hand in their beginnings. But what I've built up since then belongs to them and no one else.
 Now I understand what Black once said, "This world belongs to those who live in it". And I'm proud of that.........

''........White?''

 When I was a little pensive, Kaito-san was looking at me with a strange expression.

''No, it's nothing,''

 I smile at that lovely gaze and then walk away holding hands with him.
 Oh, really........ "I'm looking forward to the future" is what a happy feeling. Every time I am with Kaijin, I can feel it.
 I am not at the end of the story, but in the middle of a happy story.