770-Mechanical God Story ⑫






 When Machina let go of her hand that was covering her eyes, Alice announced in a somewhat agitated tone.

''I mean.......... In the first place, isn't it cheap to say that the size of the breasts equals the attractiveness of an adult?
Ugh.....
It's that kind of inclusiveness that comes from within that I think is so attractive to adults.
"...phew.
Hey, you son of a b*tc*. What's that victory look on your face?

 Makina had a look on her face as if to say that the first point was a sore spot, but in response to her subsequent words, she smiled somewhat generously... after moving her gaze to Alice's chest... ....
 What that triumphant expression meant was immediately conveyed, and Alice stood up with a blue streak on her face.

''.........This is a thing, isn't it? It's called the margin of the haves.''
You're on the side of the haves and have-nots, for God's sake. I'm impressed that you can think so much with a level B.
'Hmm, even so, the difference between me and Alice is obvious. I don't care at all about the size of a hunk of meat that isn't my child.
"...Lord Sharovannar, the creator of the world as you are, is a D.
...that part ...is a bit ...annoying, I guess.
Your own child, your daughter, a chick, is a D.
"Well I don't have big boobs I'm not a big tittie I'm just going to find out the truth. ... sad.

 Since the one I just used as an example was Lilia, who wasn't my child, Makina was able to maintain her composure... but she couldn't ignore it when it came to her friend Shalovanal and her own child, Youna.
 As a result, the triumphant expression she had earlier was nowhere to be found, and Makina slumped her shoulders in a gulp and became depressed.

''Well, there's no point in worrying about such things................It's time to resume training.
Uh-huh. Yeah, well, charm isn't determined by the size of your breasts! Okay, let's get back on track!
He's as fast as ever...

 As soon as she heard Alice's words, Makina changed her mind, or perhaps she changed her mind, Makina had a bright expression on her face, and when Alice saw this, she smiled bitterly and was about to resume her training.......and stopped speaking.
 The expression on her face was too serious, as if she had realized something big.

''........Alice?''
Well what did you say before, Machina?
'What? What are you talking about?
"...'My darling child will love me someday,' you said....
....
You're able to be objective.... and if that's the case, then what was that outburst? No, isn't it strange to begin with?  ...Why is it My Fanged Child? Because if you just want to be affectionate, it's more convenient to have a child who doesn't have fangs...

 Yes, the question that Alice realized was Soko. If we take Makina's earlier statement as it is, it means that she is aware that she is not loved by the pleasant person at the moment.
  And above all, it doesn't add up that she's supposed to be omniscient and omnipotent, but every time she's prevented from acting by Crom Eina, it doesn't add up.
 And even more fundamentally, if Makina's goal is to love her child to her heart's content, as she said she would... why did she set the standard for her beloved child as one that would turn her fangs against herself?
 And most of all.........

".........That's strange. Why didn't I notice these things before?

 Yes, there had to be a part of her that should have been questioned. But even Alice, who has an outstanding brain, had never questioned that until now.
 When I turned to Makina, shocked at what Alice had noticed........Makina had a somewhat troubled smile on her face.

''........Ah, I really failed. I totally forgot that it's called "The Greatest Generation".
Makina, you are....
I hope you don't want to hear more about it but it's not really something I want to talk about.

 Makina's expression as she smiled bitterly as she said that was somewhat sad and even seemed to show that she didn't want to step in.

''Well, I don't intend to do anything that my best friend Makina doesn't want to do either, but can you answer one thing for me?''
Yeah, what is it?
...What is your 'real purpose'...?
Please don't tell anyone. I don't--

 Hearing Alice's words asking with a serious expression, Makina told her the truth with a somewhat resigned expression.

''........Makina.......you.......no, 'you too'....
Don't look at me like that, Alice. It's all right, I can still feel the fruits of this.
Twenty billion years is a long time... but I can't help but think... it's still a long time.
...Yeah. It's been a really ... long time.







 Here, three times ... and the most fundamental and greatest 'let's change the premise'. Then the truth about Machina, which had been cleverly hidden until now, would be revealed.
 Even after 20 billion years, she did not lose her roots. She hadn't lost the feeling she had when she wanted to become a god.
 But... 'Nothing is ever the same again.

 Why does she call a pleasant person who does not accept her love her beloved child....

 Why is she interrupted by Chrome-Eina at the perfect time, as if she were aiming for it every time...?

 Why does she use her paradise (Eden), which is almost equal to Crom Eina, and why does she lose to Crom Eina every time, even though she has the power of omniscience?

 The answer to this question is based on a different premise. That premise is.........the premise that 'Makina is aware of the distortion of her affection'.
 She has realized this long ago. It's a good idea to be able to have a good time with the people you're talking to.
 If one cog is distorted, the whole will show up in a big way.

 She often speaks of 'I love a pleasant person'. But she has never said 'Kaito loves Eden........Machina'. In such situations, she always uses a typecast phrase such as 'A child loves his mother~'.
 In the first place. If you look closely at her, you will notice that, contrary to the size of her love, she has a pattern in the way she communicates her love.
 She always talks about her love from one to ten times. She tells you that she loves you so much, that she would do such and such a thing for you.

 Alice ... Alicia once told her. 'Knowledge without experience is meaningless'........

 She has never been loved by anyone, nor has she ever loved anyone else. Yes, Makina has a love that is too big, but 'she doesn't know how to communicate that love'. She understands what is wrong, but she is unable to express her love correctly.
 That's why she realizes that her love is distorted, but she can't correct it... There is no absolute right answer to love.
 Maybe it's because she is omniscient, the ability to know everything, but she tries to make the other person know everything about her love. And it always makes her unstoppable.

 And that's why she likes Kaito on a level that could be called doting.
 Kaijin doesn't accept her own crazy, wrong love. But she does not reject everything. He accepts what he is willing to receive and rejects what he is not willing to receive.
 Furthermore, even though Kaito is exposed to her love, which can be called insanity.......he doesn't 'hate her'. He has a slight degree of dislike for her, but if you invite him, he will agree to tea and other things, and he will go along with your chit chat.
 It's a good idea to have a good idea of what you're going to do with it.

 It's a good thing that you're able to get the best out of your own personal life.







 The twisted, mechanical God, who has an overflowing amount of love but does not know how to love, always speaks of love in a loud voice. That I love you so much, that I can do this for you - so if my love is wrong, please tell me so-and-so', crying out in my heart... ....


 The sad, mechanical god, who has a past as a human but has 'never been loved', always speaks of love 'without realizing his true feelings'. I love you so much. Without.


 It may take an immense number of years for her love, swollen and distorted over the course of two hundred billion years, to return to its proper form.
 But one day, if Kaito accepts her love correctly, and realizes her true intentions hidden in the depths of her heart, and returns the right love to her... one day, the mechanical god may be able to return to the girl who was pure (a mere machina).