93-My heart broke



 I was in a tight spot in front of a little girl who was supposed to be a dragon.

 Isn't this........just looking at the result doesn't it look like I killed someone? And then, of all things, the little girl... 

"Oh my god I am a proud dragon and I will not pledge myself to any man, even if I die! I will not let them devour me, toy with me, rape me, man, if you have a soul. ... let me die in human form...

 Y-ka-tah!
 That's not the right way to put it!
 What is this... how did that happen?

 Right now I'm in a state of panic at the unexpected. There seems to be a discrepancy in my perception with Ryu-san and I need time to come back calm and think about how to handle it anyway.

''Ryu-san. I'm so confused right now, please wait for me to die a little longer, okay?

 Did the wings turn into clothing? Her clothes have been torn to pieces, her clothes have been toyed with, she has been wounded, and she finally loses hope and the light in her eyes is tainted with despair, and she looks like a little girl on the verge of death.

 I want to save her, but I can't think of any way to do it. And if Ryu was really angry after she healed, he would probably kill me. It's a pretty bad situation no matter how you turn it.

''Well, window flowers! What does that mean in this case? That was self-defense, wasn't it? It's not my fault at all, is it?

As of right now, all I can think of is a dying little girl who was beaten and beaten to death with her clothes ripped from her body, and then beaten to a pulp as hard as she could before she was stopped. If you're done with her, you'll receive a daily supply of food and drinks.

Hey, Midya. He's the slayer of the dragon, how come he's so dark?
What? I don't get it either. But maybe it's the Japanese culture that's driving those two guys.

 Even during these conversations, Mr. Ryu was getting weaker and weaker.
 Finally, he even started to speak in a gibberish.

'Beautiful....Ares'...sky...I wanted to see...a little more...of...the sky...'

 At this time, even though there was no television in this world, the news of the hallucination came to my head.

Viscount S [The territory was poor and couldn't refuse the money. But he even gave me a disgusting look........]
P Merchant [I was thinking that no matter how many demons, they are merciless. At some point they'll do something...]
Former bandit [My daughter almost fell to the poisonous fangs too. The others will stop her........]
K-girl [That old man was a pedophile after all...]

The voice has been altered due to my brain delusion

 This is guilty no matter how you scratch the surface.
 Matters, arrests, imprisonment, exposure, social death....

 I temporarily broke through the limit from too much stress. I achieve a physical enhancement that far exceeds the upper limit, and at a speed that leaves an afterimage, I take out the divine medicine and quickly hand it to the little girl.

 Furthermore, he apologizes.

 An apology means that his head must be below his opponent's eye level. But the little girl has already fallen and her height is zero. Then there's only a minus........

 From a seated position, he slammed his head into the ground with all his might, gouged it out, and shifted his stance to a five-body throwing position. I was able to keep my eyes below the little girl's.

"This incident did not mean any harm to you at all! He misunderstood that I was attacked by a dragon and attacked me out of fear! Also, that medicine is a divine medicine. We don't know how effective it will be on the dragon, but please, please, please take it!

 I don't know if the divine medicine made for humans will work against the dragon, but this is my only hope for now. And in order not to get killed in anger, we have no choice but to clear up the misunderstanding and apologize sincerely.

''Hee ... a voice from the depths of the earth ... I'm scared ...''

Even if I turn back into a dragon, you will not be harmed in any way! Please believe me!

 My kneeling was so brilliant that Mr. Ryu must have been impressed. He was shaken with emotion, and although he was stiff, he drank the medicine with all the strength he had gained from his injuries and weakness.

 So, somehow, Ryu's apparent wounds disappeared, but at the same time, he lost consciousness.

''Window flower, did you save Ryu-san? You're safe, right? Please! Tell me you're saved!

I don't know what to do here... although the goddess might be able to diagnose it in the car.

 I carefully carried the little girl, who was a dragon, into the car and had Midia and Manya explain the details of the situation to me from the window flower.


★ Inside the car

''The trauma is gone and there is a lull, but even though it is fully humanized, the original constituent material is a high-level dragon. With the divine medicine adjusted for humans, it's impossible to determine how effective it is. Even Goddess-sama can't predict or foresee whether or not she'll be cured...

 You didn't make a full recovery... but it helps, right? Because I have excellent window flowers, and I'm sure they'll work it out!

'The damage to his internal organs is still very serious. According to the goddess' diagnosis, it's possible for her to heal itself if she returns to the dragon. However, I heard that this technique won't work on its own for a few days. Goddess is arranging a medicine that will work on the dragon as well, but tonight is probably the night. I don't know if we'll be able to get the medicine in time...

 What is a mountain?
 Do you mean the Great Ares Mountains?
 It's the mountains tonight. It's amazing...

 I failed to escape reality. The reality that confronted me didn't even make a small move. Midea and Manya are taking care of her, but the reality that Mr. Ryu isn't being saved at all and the weight of his guilt is tainting my thoughts with despair. Maybe that's why I'm so pale and the window flowers told me to take a break.

 I was instructed to smoke a cigarette for a change, so I took a smoke outside the car.


I was told to smoke a cigarette for a change.

'It's a different world, a completely different world. But who can imagine? The idea of a dragon coming to kill you socially... it wasn't mentioned in any lore, and I've never heard of it...

 I've been slaying a lot of demons lately, and I've let my guard down. But this is a different world than Earth, just because it looks like it. So this is what the true horror of the other world is all about...

 If Mr. Ryu had died, it would mean that I had abused a little girl until she was dying, abducted her, forced her into a car, and locked her up to death.

 That would have dishonored my parents, and my brother in Japan would have been in a lot of trouble. The only thing I can do now is to reduce the amount of damage caused by the incident, if at all.


It breaks my heart.

 We managed to make it this far despite the shame of living in this world but after today, that's no longer the case.

 My father and mother were honorable people. And yet, I'm still thinking, "How can I ever be rewarded for doing my best for others when the world is so bad? And I'm sorry for complaining so much........

 I'm a good old man and still can't even get a regular job, and I've lived a lifetime of shame. Finally, I made an irreversible mistake, and I have no idea what to do with my life as a human being.


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'Oh my God! Ryota-sama's mental health has far surpassed the danger level! The two of you must take emergency action immediately!

'What! If you killed the dragon, why is it all of a sudden? I don't know what that means!
He doesn't really care about children. With the way he looks....

'There's no time! Anyway, hurry up!

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 If I had to whine, I would never be able to hurt a frail child to death. I was just trying to protect myself and my companions from a powerful dragon, and somehow this was the result.

 But that dragon is now nothing more than a frail little girl on the verge of death, and the world will never forgive me, even if I am a friend or companion.

 I'll never be treated like a human being again. And I won't be able to bear it.

 And I don't want to bring honor to my father and mother and make my brother's life unhappy. So I decided to do the worst possible thing.

 I will repay you in return for your kindness, but if I ever see you, I will apologize to the best of my ability.

 Goodbye, Mom and Dad. I know it's not the place to be, but I'm on my way.


I'll be on my way.

 I deactivate the safety on the P229 and pull the slide. I check for live ammunition.

 When it comes to the end, I'm so scared that I can't stop shaking. But I'm even more afraid of continuing to live in the future. So I force the muzzle of the gun to my temple...

 But before I could do that, the gun was suddenly slammed down and my neck tingled, and I lost consciousness.