94-Apology and forgiveness◆



Bed in the car

 The next thing I knew, I was strapped to the bed and any dangerous objects had been taken away.

''Ryota-sama, for once, I can't just sit back and watch. I'm not going to offer you anything because I've also had some shortcomings, but the Goddess is waiting for a communication. Both pillars are very depressed and sad. Do you understand?

  First, let's go apologize to Goddess-sama for my indiscretion, as recommended.

 The line is connected, so the call starts, and I'm in the car, so I have to be careful with the video. I'm sorry that I was so worried about you, but I'm afraid I caused you to worry. I can't run away now.

"You got him, you f*cking idiot! What do you think you're doing? I'm responsible for sending you to another world! You are not responsible for anything! Please, don't do anything rash...''

"....the dragon potion that Prowler sent from the balcony...............again. And you don't have to worry about it anymore so please don't be sad about it. ....

 

 How many times have I been pissed off already?

 I now have a kind and angry presence in my life, even when my parents aren't around. I was angry with them occasionally, but I felt more compassion for them, and I cried again.

 It wasn't hard tears, I can't really explain it, but it was the result of an outpouring of gratitude. I wanted to use my reflection to grow up and repay the goddess.


 

 I'm not strong enough to survive the death of my father twice or the death of the man I love. If it's so hard for you that you can't live, I'll take your pain. So don't go away!

 I can't fake the tears anymore, but I'll at least put a smile on my face.

I have no idea how to get him to forgive me, but I swear to you this. I'll never do anything like that again. I'll do my best to keep Midea smiling all the time.

 [That's fine] and Midia hugged me. She nuzzled her face into her shoulder and repeated the same words while crying.......making the always cheerful Midia cry. The weight of that sin is immeasurable. I will try to get her to smile cheerfully as soon as possible.

 It's only been a few months since we met and yet Midia misses me so much. The dirty old man with a dirty mind who tried to throw it away and run away was going to keep chasing her happiness until the day she leaves his place of residence one day.


 Manya suddenly grabbed him by the breastplate. At first, she gritted her teeth as she stared firmly into the eyes, wondering if she was going to be hit. But what flew in were words.

I'll help you for the rest of your life if I can help you. If you can't do it, then I'll die with you. Please don't try to die on your own behalf or I won't be able to bear it. Please, sir, I'm begging you. Promise me you won't....

 Although she appears to be wild, Manya is very compassionate and will even risk her life for her friends. And now she's waiting with tears in her eyes for a reply and a wait. When I promised [I'll make sure], she punched me with a slap on the cheek and forgave me [Now it's a charade].

 It's only been a month or so since Manya also became a companion. I thought the inhabitants of this world were more righteous and humane than the earth, but I found out that Manya was extraordinarily thick. I'm going to be as thick as that, and I'm going to respond to it too.


 Mog can't speak, but his heart comes through. Mog doesn't know what to do, he just keeps looking at me. It's okay. We're understanding, okay? But since animals are the original type of spirits, I wondered what I should do about it, too, and it was frustrating.

 In the end, all I could do was pick him up like a child and pet him. Still, Mogu was relieved and happy. Even though we didn't have words, our bond was strong. From now on, I will try to understand Mogu's feelings at least by his gestures and cries.


The place of the window flower

 Although Window Flower said she didn't have any complaints, she is more bitterly saddened by this incident than anyone else. It's the one who attacked the dragon directly, after all, it was window flower. But I was the one who gave the order to do so, so he abdicated his responsibility and tried to escape on his own. And yet you blame yourself for me.

 I have to do whatever it takes to get rid of that kind of self-blame.

 He doesn't look at me, but I can tell that the window flower's heart is crying. I know that he has a personality that never speaks more than he has spoken. So I decide to sit properly on my knees and keep my head down to express my apologies.

''Ryota-sama please raise your head, I've already gotten through enough. Anything more than that will be considered as compulsion, right? Just a few minutes ago, the dragon lady woke up. She said she wanted to talk to you, so could you go and talk to her?

 It hasn't even been an hour, but the window flowers have already broken. She still hasn't seen me, but I don't feel the anger, sadness, or remorse I felt in the beginning anymore.

''Window flower, thank you for talking to me. Then I'll go to the dragon lady.

 It's the flip side of caring that window flowers are tough. I've been there myself, in my own company, so I know what it's like to be hard on someone. So thank you for being so tough on me but I'm a lazybonesque and thoughtless person. Windows, get angry at me when I do something stupid.


I'm heading to the dragon lady.

 His name is Viville. It seems to be a former dragon of Perlonia and a descendant of the divine dragon Tiamat.

Mr. Viville, how are you feeling? We are very sorry for the loss of your life. You are no longer in fear for your life, but you should still rest. Also, I was told that you wanted to talk to me. Anything I can do to help you, please let me know.

No, it's all right now. I heard that you tried to end your life at the verge of my death. I mistook you for an arrogant fool who wanted to be my servant, or a man with a penchant for scales and fangs. It's my fault for approaching them inadvertently. I'm sorry.

 It's true that there are some evil dragons, but they aren't in the upper level dragons that live in the Great Ares Mountains. On the contrary, it is a symbol of protection. I had forgotten that I had heard from the Goddess that they were objects of worship before the current gods came.

'But the dragons of the Great Ares Mountains are also worshipped by the people. I think I'm at fault for attacking them without asking them anything.

 I'm not a demon. I was the one who didn't warn them and harmed them, and I was the one who over-defended myself. And yet, he made everyone collect the scales and blood spitting blood and even offered to give them to me... If the scales are officially sent by the dragon, it is a sign that a person has defeated the dragon.

I am young as a dragon, a newcomer to Ares, from Perlonia. This time there was a demon that tried to steal from the dragon's lair. I was so eager to win your approval that I volunteered to help defeat it. You can't officially call yourself a dragon of Ares yet. Don't worry about it.

 A lonely dragon from the eastern neighbor of the Ares subcontinent, who didn't even know anyone. I'm even forgiven by such a victim, and I cry again from relief. The truth is that he is a dragon, but he is being comforted by a little girl who is patting him on the head. It's a pretty pathetic figure.

 There's no one to blame so strongly for so many people thinking of me. Even the victim, Mr. Viville, allowed me to do so. I don't know what's going on anymore, and I can't stop crying.

Mr. Viville needs to rest. "Mr. Viville needs to rest, but under the circumstances, you have an important role to play. I will take over for you. So you can rest assured that you'll be in good hands as you go about your recovery.

 Mr. Viville seemed sorry, but he was also happy to oblige. I can't force him to do this, but we had to have a little conversation at his request.

 Normal humanization is a bit bigger, and Mr. Viville insists on height with his hands. High enough to make the lower grades finally join the higher grades, he says. But they say it's important, so I listen intently. After a few more conversations, Mr. Vivir fell asleep in peace.



A place in Japan

'That was close. The mental load is higher than expected. Being killed by Ryota is hard on me, too!
"...I've seen it all my life...and now my heart is with my friends...

The image of Viville in normal human form