615-I've felt that I don't hate






 Since our relationship has turned into a relationship, Fate and I have become even more aware of each other than we were right after the start of our date, and we're both very nervous.
 And since we've become lovers, Fate suggested that we should act like lovers, and I, who was also confused, suggested that we walk with our arms crossed.

 This suggestion itself was innocuous, and even though we were currently in a tempestuous state, it was doable enough. However, I had overlooked a number of important elements.

'Okay, then, Kai. Ugh, I'm going to put my arms around you.
Oh, yes!

 My first miscalculation was that I hadn't considered Fate-san's 'height difference'. Fate-san is quite petite and there is a significant height difference between her and me.
 That, of course, would make it difficult for us to hold each other's arms at the same height, and inevitably, Fate would be in a position to hold my arms rather than cross them.

 And when that happens, the second miscalculation........Fate-san's unimaginably 'ample breasts' from her height will rage, and at the same time I understand. The third.........the 'biggest miscalculation'.......

''Huh?''

 The moment Fate-san hugged me as if holding my right hand while her face turned red.........a shock as if I had been struck by lightning struck my reason.
 .........Eh? Huh? My arm ... sunk?

 Along with the sensation of being engulfed by a giant marshmallow, my arms felt inexplicably soft and warm.
 I thought I was more of a fan of slender figures, but it feels violent, even violent, as if that preference could be rewritten.

 Until now, the only one of my lovers with larger than average breasts was Lilia, and she was extremely shy, so we had never been this close.
 

 No, wait, there's a more important question. Why can I feel the softness so clearly?
 It is true that Fate is a god, and her body may be the best thing in the world. But is it possible to feel the softness and warmth of his body so clearly through 'two layers of cloth'?

 ...Well, you don't think........Fate.......you're "not wearing a bra"?

 The moment I become aware of it, heat gathers on my face at once. On top of that, I can feel Fate-san's chest as clearly as if all my nerves have been focused on my right arm.
 Aww, this, this is bad. A little bit, this is seriously bad. Even if you have big breasts and no bra, Fate-san's breasts don't sag, and they're so well-shaped that you can see them even underneath her clothes.
  The very body of God. God d*mn it no, wait, relax. You're thinking about the breasts too much. Move it! Get out of my head, I...

Fe, Miss Fate.
Uh-huh?
Well, you know, I usually don't have any underwear or...

 Wait a minute! What am I listening to? There's no end to the confusion, though! Soooo, quick correction....

'Underwear? You mean your underwear? I usually only wear a 'divine robe' that was given to me by Lord Shalovanal, right? Well, well, well, I'm here for today, and since it's a date I've changed my 'clothes' but...

 You're gonna answer me?  
 As I was raptured by the shocking statement, Fate-san continued in a small voice while her cheeks turned bright red.

"Look, it's not like my ability to see... well, well, I mean, if you want to see it, Ka-Kai-chan, I won't say no, but... ...
?

 A powerful blow that seems to gut my reasoning. Stand your ground, reason.........

'So, let's get back to dating!
I'm embarrassed to admit it, but I'm happy when I see her arms around me like this, and I feel like I'm with Kai.
Well, you know, I'm happy too, and I'm, uh...
Yeah, yeah, I'm with you. I'm glad.

 Hey, isn't Fate too cute today? It's crazy exciting!

 We begin to walk slowly along the beach. We don't talk much to each other. But we can tell that we are strongly aware of each other.
 You can feel the tension and goodwill of Fate-san's hand, which is strangely comforting.

''........Hey, Kai-chan?''
Yes?
Can I tell you something, selfishly, just a little bit?
Huh? Yes, yes, of course.

 Fate-san's words, which she mumbles without turning to me, and I respond to her words with my face forward as well.

'There's a view I want to see with Kai-chan. So, can I go there?
Yes, sir.
Thank you, then I'll transfer.

 Dear Mom and Dad - really, Mr. Fayette is too cute and hard on the rational side of things today. Just what is it? It's strange, as I'm feeling a little less nervous, I'm starting to feel that this feeling of not working out - I don't hate it.