616-I think it's because of the blessing






 Fate brought me to her temple, which I had visited several times. I hadn't looked at it too closely before, but the large room lined with beautifully decorated pillars had a sacred atmosphere.

''.........Um, Fate-san? Why are you here?
What's the vibe? I think this is a good place to do that, after all.
What's that thing?
Well, it doesn't really mean much, but it's a gift for Kai, I guess.
A present?

 I nodded my head at the words Fate-san told me, and after smiling lightly, she let go of my hand and moved to the farthest part of the temple... where there was what looked like an altar.
 Then, from the place that is a step higher, she looks straight into my eyes, smiles, and opens her mouth.

''In my name--in the name of Fate--I tell the fate of the tour.
Huh?

  Could this be.........

"I acknowledge that he - Miyama Kite - is worthy of my blessing.

 I overheard it the first time when I met Shiro-san and the second time at the party at the royal castle I attended with Lilia-san. Those are words that have a very important meaning to the divine race.

''Therefore--my name--in the name of Fate--I command it to fate.

 Fate-san's appearance as she told me while releasing an enormous amount of magical power, combined with the atmosphere of the temple, was very divine. But her expression was full of enveloping tenderness.

''O circulating fate - be the wind that pushes the back of someone else - invite them to a happy future - my name -- in the name of Fate -- or some other name -- the name of Miyama Kite.

 Up to this point, it was the same as the mouthpiece that Kronor-san had told Lilia-san. However, Fate-san paused for a bit there, and with a dazzling smile on her face, she announced the end of it.

''-- As 'my beloved existence' -- in conjunction with my name -- to be inscribed in fate. --I command you.

 With those words, a dazzling light dances around my body and gradually converges.

'It doesn't have much effect on Kai-chan, who is receiving Shalovanal-sama's blessing... but still, I want you to receive it. To Kai-chan, who has received my thoughts, my contradictory heart, in its entirety - with all my heartfelt love - I wish Kai a happy future! --For you alone - a blessing in disguise.

 The converging light was absorbed into my body and I felt a soft warmth fill my heart. I see, this really is the best gift I could give.
 


'Well, well, you know, Mr. Fayette. Thank you, Mr. Fayette. I'm very, very pleased.
Yeah, yeah. Well, I'm glad you liked it I'm glad you liked it too. So let's get on with our date, shall we?
Yes!

 Dear Mom, Dad - he said that it doesn't mean anything to me with White's blessing, but I don't think that's true. At the very least, the warm and happy feeling that is overflowing in my heart right now is because of the blessing that Fate-san has given me.










--You're the one.

 Yes, that's how we got started with Kai-chan. What was the feeling I had for Kai-chan at that time? Maybe it looked easy to handle or something awful like that.
 It's funny. I'm the god of destiny I should have been able to see the future, but I didn't even have a clue about my own future.

 No, I think I could have seen my future if I had wanted to. But at the time, I didn't even have much interest in my future.
 I thought it would be nice if I could just take it easy and enjoy life in moderation, but I didn't do anything specific. I didn't have any hope for the future.

 For the time being, if the present is easy, that's all that matters...that's how I was. That's why, I guess. When I realized that I was in love with Kai-chan, it was painful.
 The self-defeating, irresponsible and selfish me seemed to be the worst thing that could happen to me. The truth is, I knew from the beginning that I was in love with Kai-chan. But the more I loved Kai-chan, the more I hated myself for it.

 But....oh, God. Even so, Kai-chan was able to accept my feelings. I couldn't put you first, but she was okay with that.
 It's the first time in my life I've been that happy.

 What should I do now? I don't know, but...I don't think that the nature of my existence will change much. I'll probably continue to skip work a lot and be selfish with Kai.
 But that doesn't mean there will be no change. Unlike the past, I have hope for the future.

 I want to make the future with Kai a happy one. For that reason, I don't mind working a little bit. You can work as hard as you want for that.
 It's not up to you, Kai-chan, to make her happy, but I want to do my best to make her happy. At the very least, I want Kai-chan to be glad that we became lovers.