702-Quiet Ilness-The person who changed everything-






 Ever since I was born, there has been no color in my world. It's not that I'm colorblind or anything like that, it's just that...that's how I've always felt.
 It's not that I didn't feel compassion for others, not that I didn't feel joy or sorrow, but none of that ever lit up my heart with heat.

 All the time I walked around looking only at my feet. I had a way of walking that I thought would be better, but I didn't have a goal or a dream that I wanted to walk this way, or a happiness that I was happy to have walked this way.
 I couldn't find a goal or a dream, and I don't know what the feeling of happiness is... but I never felt unhappy about so-and-so.

 I had emotions, I had reason... but I never had a purpose, I never understood the feeling of happiness, so in a way I was an empty being.
 But it didn't cripple me in any way and I didn't feel like I wanted to change.
 I just kept walking at the same pace, looking at my feet, and I didn't need to think or know where the path led.
 However, as I continued to walk down the road, the path would occasionally divide into several parts.

--How do you like that? Would you be interested in working for me?

 Would you like to walk this way? I have been solicited by others to do the following.

--please. I have no one else to turn to!

 There have been times when others have begged me to walk this path.

 Every time I was asked to walk this path, I chose the path I should take, and I kept going. But I never felt that it changed anything.
 No matter what kind of path I walked, all I could see was my own feet, and I never looked to the future or back to the past.

 I admired those who set their own goals and move toward their dreams. But I didn't think I wanted to be that person.
 Sometimes I would congratulate those who had achieved their goals and told me they were happy. But I never felt like I wanted to have it.
 I just wondered........ "What does it feel like? And I only had a few doubts.

 I thought that I would probably never have a dream or feel happy forever, and that I would just continue to walk in the same stride through a colorless world, and I was okay with that.
 There is no need to have a dream(s) that you cannot have, and there is no point in seeking a happiness(s) that you cannot understand. I am satisfied with my current situation, and I was not looking for a change.

 ........yes, that's what I thought....

 But then I met you.

 The moment I saw you, the world, which I had felt was colorless, was brightly colored.

 The moment I saw you, I felt a definite warmth dwell in my heart that had never felt heat before.

 The moment I saw you at first sight, I felt that I, who I thought would never change, became a completely different person.

 From the moment I saw you, I knew that I was in love with you, without anyone telling me.










 I was pushing a cart down a corridor shrouded in the darkness of night, when the light coming in through the window stopped me and I looked out the window.
 In the night sky where not a single cloud could be seen, a large moon was floating in the night sky, emitting a light that wasn't too strong.

''........It's beautiful, isn't it?

 While gazing at that beautiful scene, I remember the words I had exchanged with Kaito-sama earlier.
 She said that she had always been indebted to me for everything, but I think that was a big mistake.
 What I did was only a small matter. It is wrong to compare such things with the many blessings that Kaito-sama has given me.

 Kaito-sama has changed everything for me. The moment I met Kaito-sama, I was indeed reborn.
 If you think about it, what I am doing isn't even repaying me for my kindness...it's really just a trivial thing....

 When I met Kaito-sama, my gaze, which had been looking only at my feet since I was born, turned to the future for the first time. What do you think of that? The "path I want to walk" and the "future I want to seek" that I thought wasn't there...existed with a dazzling presence.
 Since I met you, everything in the world that seemed to be colorless before is now seen as something completely different.
 I can't help but love not only you, but also the world you live in, and the environment where you can stay with a smile on your face.

 I want you to stay happy for a long time to come, I can't be happier to see you smile. I love the person I am now, who is able to feel this way...........even more than I did in the past.

........as I thought~ tomorrow, it's going to be a little bit cold, isn't it? I think it would be a good idea to bring something to warm up your morning beverage, don't you?

 Biting down on the feeling of happiness that dwells in my heart, a feeling so vivid that it's hard to believe I didn't understand it in the past, I pushed the cart out again and was about to walk away......only to look out the window one more time at the moon.

"I knew it........I've been given so much more than you have.......I've been given so much more than you have....

 The one person who lit up my world, the one person I love more than anyone else, you may not even know it yet, do you?

At least until I met you, I didn't know that the moon in the night sky could be so beautiful.

 All the sights I see now, with a sense of happiness, and the world I've come to feel beautiful in, were all given to me - by you....

 I love you, Kite. I hope that the future will also be one of smiles for you.......and if it comes true - I want to be near you and see your smile.