208 The conflict between a girl and a boy 1

 Beastmen, merchants, knights.
 They've been accepted into this village. It's not that I don't have feelings for the knights of Migga. There are many bitter faces, and I have mixed feelings about them.

 The beastmen who were rescued seem to have a sense of camaraderie with the knights since they came here together. But even so, it seems that they have not completely accepted the knight, and the rescued beasts are still suffering between the fact that they were driven to despair and the fact that they were rescued.

 I prayed again today at a place called the Altar of Lerunda. This place is also known as the Altar of the Divine Child.

 Even with the increase in the number of people, no one but me prays at this place. In fact, there seems to be an unspoken agreement that I am the only one who has been praying here for a long time, and that I am the only one who is allowed to enter. Some of the ethnic people and Ilm are praying outside the building. As the number of people had increased, a fence had been built to prevent people from entering.

 After praying, I went outside and saw Gaius.

 --Since the arrival of the knights of the Kingdom of Migga, Gaius has not been seen in the square much. I think he's trying to keep them out of his sight.

 I don't feel hatred. I don't have such strong feelings in my heart. I'm the kind of person who feels that even if someone is an enemy, if they can be an ally, I want to make them an ally and be friends with them.

 Sometimes I think about it. Especially after what happened to Roma. I'm just a human being, that's what I feel more, but I'm still a godson. A human, but a divine child. And yet, I'm certainly not like everyone else. That's why sometimes I feel like I'm different from everyone else.

 I don't feel the same hatred for the knights of Migga as everyone else. I have mixed feelings. I don't think I like them at the moment. But I don't feel like I can't forgive them like Nilshi said.

 Mr. Athos was important to me. I loved him. I was happy when he patted me on the head. But I don't feel hatred for the people who took him away from us indirectly. I feel sad, I feel why this happened, I feel I should try not to let this happen again, but I don't feel that way.
 I don't know if this is because of my nature or because I'm a child of God. I don't know, but I have mixed feelings, but not hatred or bitterness, and I thought there was a gap between my feelings and Gaius'.

 But even if there was a gap, even if I didn't feel the same way, I wouldn't leave Gaius with a pained look on his face.
 With that in mind, I headed for Gaius. Fresne was following behind me.

 Gaius suddenly began to move around at the edge of the village, swinging his body.

 The people who had come to the village had decided to live in the village, but due to various problems, they were gathered in several places. Even if the knights of the Kingdom of Migga have no intention of doing anything to us, there is no guarantee that the beasts of the village will not take some action against the knights of the Kingdom of Migga. Even the merchants seemed to be under close scrutiny because they didn't know what Ran's friends would do. The only beasts that were rescued had more freedom than the knights and merchants, but they were still being watched to make sure that no problems would occur.

 They are mostly located near the center of the village, so they won't come to the edge of the village where Gaius is now. Knowing this, Gaius often stays at the edge of the village to avoid meeting them.
 Gaius is just moving his body single-mindedly. Maybe it's because he doesn't want to think. Gaius is in pain.
 I can't stand to think about it.

 I can't understand all of Gaius' feelings. I don't know exactly how Gaius is suffering. Even if I knew Gaius' feelings, there may be nothing I can say or do. But I wanted to talk to Gaius.


 Gaius stopped moving when I called out to him.
 Fresne is by my side, but she doesn't stop me from doing anything. I'm not sure if it's a good idea, but it's a good idea.

Lern Da or ......
"...... Gaius, let's talk.

 I can't ask him if he's okay. I can't ask him if he's okay, because as you can see, Gaius is not okay. He may be pretending to be fine, but Gaius is in pain.
 For Gaius' sake, I decided to listen to him first. I'm sad when Gaius is suffering. So I wanted to listen to him and do whatever I could to help him.
 Gaius nodded at my words.

 --The conflict between the girl and the boy 1
 The girl, a child of God, has no feelings of hatred. But she can't leave the boy alone, so she talks to him.